HOLLYWOOD IS DEAD
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Deja vue?

Indeed, indeed.

I was just watching "Intolerable Cruelty", of course it's 5:30 AM, and I'm really sick.

This movie reminded me of what I once told to jimmy, but he never agreed with me. But I still believe it is true.

Hollywood is dead, Jim.

I remember now, You told me "Who's gonna replace it?". I had no answers, and I still don't have any.

But is it important to have an answer? I mean things happen in your life jimmy, and even though most of the times nothing is planned, it still happen, and you have to deal with it. Like your lent. So even though I don't know what will replace Hollywood, I just know, I just see, hear and understand that Hollywood is dying, it's an obvious fact. I wish Montreal would replace it, but that's just some kid's dream, just telling out loud a fantasm. The truth stays... who knows? Who cares?

Hollywood is dead..

With all those scenes, when the good guy win, when the crowd is standing up, clapping at the hero: He's the man.
With all those scenes, when the lovers suddenly hate each other for some many various and stupid reasons, then the best friend of the guy says "If you love her, prove it", then he goes, sing a song, or do whatever stupidities we guys never actually do, and get the girl back: He's the real lover.

Now the thing is: Even though I might look like I'm being subjective, I am not. The truth is, we all know who a movie is gonna end. It's the same thing with every video games created in Cali, or RPG. And it's not something I just discovered, it's something that I've heard off before, then thought about it, then lost my illusions about it, because it was a reality ( Note here: a reality, not the truth ). It is a reality, even though the truth is that I still love and like those cute teen movies, about love and stuff... but again, is this "HOLLYWOOD"? Nahhhhhh, Hollywood is a century, it is a way of life, a dream, a creation, a lifestyle, a mindset, a phenomenon.... with a brain cancer.

Hollywood is dead. Killed by a cancer.

It's 5:30 AM, the sun is rising, Im tired as hell, and sick as a pig... Why can't I sleep?

I keep on thinking about everything, all the time.

We're living in our parent's dreams, and it is now crumbling under their feets, as they are all dying, slowly... those baby boomers.

But do we have our own dreams? Do I? Once those dreams will be dead, will there be something for us, youth of the nations, to continue, to build something, together.. to survive?

Do we have the time to have our dreams? This system is construsted in a way that we don't have time to think, to live, to feel, to experiment. Well we have time to experiment one thing though : Brainwashing.
Entertainment, that was on what Hollywood was based.
But Humanity don't need to be entertain anymore. We don't those tv stations with false news, we don't need those useless jobs taking out PRECIOUS time with any reasons, we don't need those criminal wars, those criminal habits, this criminal illusion of liberty and democracy, those necessary illusions, those images of torture, of death.
We only need time, OUR time.
Once we got OUR time. People will start thinking by themselves, and realise...
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON.

Hollywood is dead.

I remember Jimmy, myself, in the same state of distres, of stress. Thinking about all those things that I have to do, all those exams, those tests, those homeworks. The time. I dont have. Stressing up. But everytime, finally, I got through it, no problems, no big deal... a joke indeed. So now Im stressed, but I know there's no reasons to be stressed. Like Marley said... Everything is gonna be okay.

So I say fuck this shit...

And I find myself here thinking about love : Will I ever find love again?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Of course I will! Come on! Fuck me! How old are we Jimmy? 20-30? We might live... until what? 80 years old on your case, 150 on mine... Laf... we're so young. Hell I dont even remember what I did 10 years ago.

All those illusions...

Hollywood is dead.

I feel so sick... arg... either Im delusionnal, or a cure has to be found.

Thoughts:
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Everything is gonna be alright, Everything is gonna be okay.